Lacking an attention span

I wanted to get caught up with all the blogs I read, but right now I have the attention span of a one year old. It's not even that my head is full of crap, because it's deadly silent in there. I just can't focus and I know I lack the comprehension right now to be making comments to others. I'd probably say something stupid like, "have you tried feeding the pigs?".

The kiddie and I rented a bunch of movies for the weekend. Watched 'A Lot Like Love' earlier. Either I'm really dead emotionally or it wasn't funny. I didn't mind watching it, but I didn't get any enjoyment out of it. I can't even remember what else we rented except The Jerk. I've been wanting to see that lately for some reason, and I figure the kiddie will like it. Guess if I don't laugh at that one, which I typically find hilarious no matter how many times I watch it, I know I'm in a dark place.

Tomorrow we're going shopping to spend money I really don't have to be spending. The kiddie needs clothes tho, especially undergarments and jeans. I've already warned her we're going to be sticking to Kohls and Target. She doesn't mind cuz she always gets her jeans at Kohls any way. Told her maybe after the shopping I'd see if my sister's pool is still open for business & maybe we'd go swimming. Supposed to be 90. When is it gonna fucking snow already??? I can't handle any more of this fucking heat!

I'm very reluctant about taking the Nortriptyline tonight. The last two nights I've had the most severe heartburn/acid reflux that I've ever had, and this is a problem I've been dealing with off and on for at least 10 years. I started taking Prilosec about a week ago cuz my stomach has been acting up, but that combined with Pepcid and Tums hasn't helped. I'm not positive it's the Nortriptyline, but I can't think of anything else that's causing it. I'm not having much caffeine or smoking as much. Not eating acidic foods. The pdoc upped the dose last week to 100 mgs and as of Tuesday I was supposed to up it again to 125, but the stomach problems really began at the 100 mgs so I haven't taken the extra 25 yet.

I did check online for side effects again and digestive problems are listed. So is cravings for sweets, which has been a big problem for me the last couple of weeks. I thought maybe I was just PMS'ing, but it's been going on too long and I usually only crave chocolate when I'm experiencing that. I've been craving anything that's sweet. Surprisingly tho, I haven't been gaining weight. That's very strange given the number of pop tarts, chocolate covered pretzels, etc, etc, that I've been eating.

Think I'll take my Seroquel, go play a few mindless rounds of mah jong solitaire and hopefully pass out soon. Toodles.