Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Collision course

I can't deal with life anymore. I can't deal with the stress of simply waking up each day. I walked out on my therapist today because I guess I finally accepted that she can't help me. No one can, not even myself. I'm on a collision course with death and I have to come to terms with that. I'm tired of pretending that everything will be okay someday because it won't. That's reality, like it or not.

3 Comments:

Blogger Ron_F said...

I'm sorry you're hurting so bad ... I've been feeling the same way lately. Find just one thing that you love, and let it be the force that resists the dark side.

be strong, be safe -
hugs, r.f.

8:55 PM, October 10, 2006  
Blogger marie said...

Sid, sorry you are still feeling this way. I feel like this every now and then. Why don't you start keeping a journal to express your thoughts.

Go to my poetry blog-there is a new poem there I think you might relate to. I will keep you in my thoughts.

2:47 PM, October 12, 2006  
Blogger Maggs said...

Oh Sid. : (

All I can say, sweetheart, is to hang on for that sweet baby of yours (I know she's a teen but damn it she'll always be your baby! LOL) and hang on for yourself. Things always end up getting better in a few weeks, it's just that whole waiting it out thing.

Email me if you want to talk, ok?

8:29 PM, October 12, 2006  

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