Planning
I made a plan today. I was in an altered state at the time thanks to some tylenol 3 which first made me high pretty fast and then made me extremely sick. It was when I was lying in bed trying to sleep off the effects of the meds that the thoughts came to me. The whole scenario played out in my head. At this point I don't know if it's something I would act on or merely wishful thinking. The single worst day of the year for me is Monday. Guess we'll see what happens then.
2 Comments:
I hope that it was not a destructive plan. Tylenol 3's can be nausea producing,constipating little devils.Not to mention that once the euphoria wears offs, depression returns with a vengeance.
I have followed your blog for sometime now. You are a terrific writer. Keep at it. Your lovely daughter needs you.
Mondays are tough for me too. And Tuesday and wednesdays too.
Hope you get through these few days ok.
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